I sit here crying.

I sit here crying
I don’t know what to do
My life is ending short
What should I do?

What did I do to get this dreadful disease?
I don’t want to go
I don’t want to lose you
You are my life
The reason why I live
And now I have to go?
This must be a sick joke!

I don’t want to believe it I wont believe it
I must fight
I mustn’t give in!

I have to live
I wont lose you I cant

But it looks as if it is already too late
The doctors say that there’s nothing that can be done
I don’t want to believe them
But I must

As I sit here
Thinking of all that’s gone by
With you and me
With all the good and bad times

The tears I shed
Are for you
For I don’t want to leave you

I love you
But you cant possibly understand how much this is true

Now I sit here crying for you
Crying for when I leave I can not see you nor talk to you
But I can protect you and that’s just what I'll do